Life, afterlife and The Road to recovery
You've officially found the Twilight Zone. No, really. This life has been the strangest, winding road, but one I was clearly supposed to travel. On this site, I write about the crazy journey to discovery on so many fronts.
Imagine living a really normal life—as a very scientific person—until your thirty-sixth birthday. You're known in your small circle for being a hard-working entreprenuer, a grounded, caring mom, and woman who braved ABC's Shark Tank and won. Then suddenly, your intuition goes into overdrive. You're scared to death that you're losing your mind because you're receiving messages from what can only be explained as "spirit" that you're being urged to share with people you barely know and with law enforcement across the country....and they confirm what you share as truth. You don't even know most of the messengers but, somehow, the messages are funneled to you. Think the TV show, The Ghost Whisperer. Then, imagine that many of the messages have something to do with sexual abuse and slowly but surely, you start putting the pieces together around age forty. Flashbacks lead you down a road you never knew you traveled. You realize this is no coincidence—that something horrible happened to you when you were little. Your distant relative raped you when you were five years old. You confirm this on all fronts.
And it doesn't end there. You struggle to come to grips with sexual abuse you endured as a child, but it's mostly subconscious so you don't even understand what's happening. You feel like you want to run from everything but you're the main breadwinner of your family....until you suddenly lose your licensing and spokesperson deal. Your eighteen-year marriage implodes—you fall into an abusive, controlling relationship with someone who turns out to be a predator in his own right—both personally and professionally—for three years.
You find the strength to break free—with the help of family, friends, and what feels like a team of angels—and reunite with your husband after being separated all that time. You start speaking out about what you allowed/endured, which leads to threats and harassment warranting a court-ordered restraining order. You share your journey as a way to help yourself come to grips with it all and heal on levels you never thought possible. And you share your journey to help others who have endured similar.
You finally realize that nothing is a coincidence and if you keep trusting your intuition, you will see all the puzzle pieces come together.
This is me. Thank you for joining me and sharing your experiences. I sincerely hope that by sharing what I've endured, others will benefit and together, we will be able to help end abuse for generations to come.
Imagine living a really normal life—as a very scientific person—until your thirty-sixth birthday. You're known in your small circle for being a hard-working entreprenuer, a grounded, caring mom, and woman who braved ABC's Shark Tank and won. Then suddenly, your intuition goes into overdrive. You're scared to death that you're losing your mind because you're receiving messages from what can only be explained as "spirit" that you're being urged to share with people you barely know and with law enforcement across the country....and they confirm what you share as truth. You don't even know most of the messengers but, somehow, the messages are funneled to you. Think the TV show, The Ghost Whisperer. Then, imagine that many of the messages have something to do with sexual abuse and slowly but surely, you start putting the pieces together around age forty. Flashbacks lead you down a road you never knew you traveled. You realize this is no coincidence—that something horrible happened to you when you were little. Your distant relative raped you when you were five years old. You confirm this on all fronts.
And it doesn't end there. You struggle to come to grips with sexual abuse you endured as a child, but it's mostly subconscious so you don't even understand what's happening. You feel like you want to run from everything but you're the main breadwinner of your family....until you suddenly lose your licensing and spokesperson deal. Your eighteen-year marriage implodes—you fall into an abusive, controlling relationship with someone who turns out to be a predator in his own right—both personally and professionally—for three years.
You find the strength to break free—with the help of family, friends, and what feels like a team of angels—and reunite with your husband after being separated all that time. You start speaking out about what you allowed/endured, which leads to threats and harassment warranting a court-ordered restraining order. You share your journey as a way to help yourself come to grips with it all and heal on levels you never thought possible. And you share your journey to help others who have endured similar.
You finally realize that nothing is a coincidence and if you keep trusting your intuition, you will see all the puzzle pieces come together.
This is me. Thank you for joining me and sharing your experiences. I sincerely hope that by sharing what I've endured, others will benefit and together, we will be able to help end abuse for generations to come.
